Early Poetry
Page Four
Realizing the Truth
As a young boy
The world outside
Scared me so much
I tried to hide
I didn't want
To get caught in the rush
Of missing breakfast
To catch a bus

But the people came at me
With their twisted hands
With their screwed up faces
And shouting commands
They would not stop
For a minute or so
Telling me when to stay
And when to go

It was so early
To go for a drive
To complete my work
From nine till five
I would pick up my pay
At the end of the week
And then at last
The transformation was complete

I was completely turned
Into a mechanical robot
My kids told me this
But I would say so what
I realize they were right
Now I'm on my way down
Having jumped off the cliff
About to hit the ground

Societies Pollutants
Leaning over a railing
I see the people walk below
Drifting toward a destination
In the swirling breeze they blow

All dressed up as imitators
Of people they would like to be
A fame deep in their heart they crave
To realize a dream

You know there is a fire to burn
And a fight to win
So let me peacefully light the match
And watch all wrong cave in

I know I'm here I know you're there
I know everyone is everywhere
And I know it has been said before
But what's it all for, there's gotta be more

Ever since I was a young boy
And my feeble attempt at learning religion
From my teachers to my textbooks
They molded my opinion out of position

I saw a girl in the street
Who I knew well a year ago
I smiled and her eyes smiled back
Then she turned to go

I asked why is there a gap
She said I really don't know
The Breakdown of Inhibitions
Take off your shoes
Sit right back
Pour out a wine
And have a chat

About work life and home
And talks on the phone
About peoples ways
And their next holidays

Have another wine
Look at the time
It seems to go so slow
Watch a TV show

Have another red
Talk about the dead
And what you did one time
While walking by the Rhine

Your voice is getting loud
Can't hear the TV sound
Put a record on
Sway and hum to the song

Another couple of wines
Begin to lose track of time
The man with you is getting fresh
And you're merry and can't smell his breath

An argument crops up
About political parties and things going up
It finally dies out
What was that all about

Another hour goes by
You're head is spinning around
The man rolls over to you
And you take him down

The embrace was short but sweet
At least if what he said is true
But you can't help feeling empty
As if it wasn't you

It's a sad society
That goes through this to play a game
It's a sorry anxiety
When you drink to shed your shame

He says goodbye and goes out the door
But you're glad in a way as you climb off the floor
Stumble about and knock over a cup
Run to the bathroom and throw up
Travelling
Traveling I saw a man
Sitting under a tree
He watched an apple fall
Then he looked at me

He said do you know
What this is all for
So now I can invent
The rubber ball

He said the world will take
A natural course
There is plenty of living
For you and me

Who knows why you are born
A man or a horse
And that some people live
In three centuries
Personality Stew
Take me as I am
How I act is all I've got to give
Don't question the way I think
It's just the way we live

I know I am a participant
In these games of personality clash
But these walls that build up between us
Come from behind backs and viewpoint gaps

Pressing home your argument
To humiliate your competitor
Is not the way to gain respect
Though for a while you may feel better

So take me as I am
all i say is what is in my head
Just because you may disagree
Doesn't mean that my arguments dead

A change of mind is not a change of fact
It's just a change of view
Just a swirling undefined mass
In this personality stew
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